Friday, October 9th

 dear diary,

the past few days were awful. I think I am in my PMS time, so everything feels extra difficult. Mostly I feel like my habits are catching up on me ; waking up super early everyday to pray whilst sleeping late, my sugarfree diet, etc. I started these a month ago and I think I am in the time where it's starting to really settle and weight on my shoulders. I also have this love-hate relationship with taekwondo, and it's eating me. everyaday I want to quit (but I don't, because I am no quitter) so yeah, a hard week. I am glad I am going aborad this weekend. I have a business trip and I decided to take few days off so I can wander around and explore the country. I wasn't supposed to go at first but I like to think that God plans everything perfectly. 

Fall is finally settling. It's cold and rainy outside, just what I like ! I have been enjoying wearing fall outfits (only thing keeping me sane lately) and curling my hair. I also started drinking hot chocolate whilst walking around the park to enjoy the leaves' colors. I don't want to miss any of the autmun's colors, it's very important that I look at it and save it in my brain lol. 

𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮,

𝓻𝓪𝔂 ♡